Behind the scenes of the monument with antiquities

Everything was fatal but I didn’t die!
Everything was stuffy but I still breathe!
I was standing on the edge of the abyss but I didn’t fall!
I’ve survived everything, but I’m still standing in the middle of the line between reason and madness!
I’m stuck here, no wise person takes my hand towards my mind and I get rid of my mad spells. No idiot pushes me so I strip myself of my mind and take off the weight of my thoughts. So I am free..!